wOw! today has had a tough start. my ulcerative colitis would like for me to know who is boss. i understand, believe me. i hope the cramping stops soon. i will take my medication to work, just in case. i don't like taking anything extra, i take enough already, but i may change my mind later. it is hard to keep upbeat on these days, i will try. macy's management wants to talk to me about my resignation. they want me to work for them part-time, or every now and then, or something, i'm sure. i want to say yes, and i probably will, but i'm tired today, and it's not a good day to talk extra work. lol. maybe i'll just tell them, we'll have to talk later?
i had a pretty good day yesterday. dc and i were off together. we didn't do much, we took a nap on the couch, which was fun, in a very weird sort of way. lol! he is so gangly, he makes me laugh. it's better when i have these physically bad days when he is home. he takes my mind off of everything. i love to watch him. i love to watch him think, especially when i know what he is thinking. lol.
i think the stress i will go through tomorrow is what is making my system upset today. hopefully tomorrow will come and go quickly. please pray for me. i am going to court, and that is no fun. i feel like the soldiers who come back from war, and they remember bits and pieces of things that they saw, and things that they did. it isn't a fun place to be. God is good all the time though. remember that. please remember that.
a little boy is smiling today, he is feeling warm and cozy in his mommy's arms. i smile for him. i will pray for him. funny that his initials are cd. sometimes i've called dc, cd. times when i'm waking from surgery and such. lol. dc. dc. dc. always makes everything all right.
bee brave,
